i am standing in the kitchen as i type this, we just got a wireless connection installed, trying to decide what to make for dinner tonite. i have really been slacking on my duties these last couple of weeks. i am so consumed with trying to plan the perfect affordable wedding that i find it hard to think about anything else. instead of leisurely strolls around the city after lunch with mjk i find myself scurrying home to check my email for any news. i anxiously await my automatic gmail notification pop-ups telling me someone new has responded to one of my gazillion inquires about price and location and availability! i have chained myself to that damn desk....but now i am mobile...watch out! i finally did some laundry today as i felt horrible when mjk didnt have any clean undershirts to wear and tomorrow there will probably be no cereal for his breakfast...i am really going to have to get my head out of my you know what! the part that is hard to swallow is that although i feel like i have done a ton of research i dont really have any solid ideas or leads yet and everyday our minds change about where, when, who, what and why!